Entry 02!
Living abroad, detached from family ties, I find myself akin to a free-spirited bird, yet in the recesses of my mind, a Shakespearean convergence of all novels takes place. It's a Mahabharata-like war zone, a battle against the pervasive feeling of homesickness. To evade this internal conflict, I rely on the soothing power of music—others find solace in drama, games, and various pursuits. At day's end, I feel like an empty glass yearning for wine, yet the universe remains devoid of such comfort.
As homesickness tightens its grip, the challenge intensifies. To overcome it, one must invest their best efforts, embracing a constant busyness that, ironically, brings isolation in moments of idleness. Authentic connections with others become rare; the real quest is to befriend oneself. How? It's a personal journey, a process of self-discovery where you learn to be your own confidant.
Always be with yourself; heed the intuition that whispers, "Hey, you're neglecting me." It's a pivotal moment to reconnect with the self, even if it means losing other acquaintances who might not be the companions you seek. It’s been nearly two years, I've embraced self-friendship, and my closest ally is the amalgamation of my thoughts and the eloquence found in the lyrics of beautiful songs.
In this symphony of solitude, I've learned to appreciate the harmonies of my own company, finding resonance in the words of songwriters who seem to have lived my life. They understand me in ways no one else can. As I delve deeper into the realms of self-discovery, I realize that being your own best friend is not just a choice; it's a liberating journey toward understanding and embracing the unique melody of your existence. To conclude your blog post about the journey of self-discovery and overcoming homesickness - “There’s no need to complicate, our time is short, This is our fate, I’m yours…” by Jason Marz. Its comforting lyrics and soulful melody encapsulate the theme of finding strength within oneself and the support we can offer to others during challenging times. Peace ✌🏻